I sing myself a quiet lullaby.

Somewhere there's someone that is dreaming for your smile.

2012-02-13T20:47:00.001+08:00

Seriously who doesn't suffer from Monday Blues? Everyone do yeah? Today sucks so much not because of anything but it's Monday. Haha, okay, that doesn't make any sense. Tests are coming, one by one. Gotta start revising or i'll be so fuckedup. Before i end this, i just wanna say i feel drifted from you guys and i don't know what to do about it.

We can't plan life. All we can do is be available for it.

2012-02-12T16:02:00.000+08:00

Damn it has been a long long time since i updated my blog. So how did you spent the past few weeks people? I bet your life are filled with homeworks, tests, remedials, ccas and other commitments. Yeah, it has been a fatigue year and i guess it will be the same for the rest of it. Seeing so many people busy, i wonder whats wrong with me like seriously, really really have to start working but no, i just can't, as if something is stopping me. LOL, fuck the laziness. I'm so freaking lazy to continue, so LOL bye. Pretty fuckedup post.

We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.

2012-01-31T18:57:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah, FT Island's new song is finally out! Please listen to it, i've changed my blogsong into that already~ Haha.

I've been so busy for the past few weeks, don't really know what am i busy for but yes, i'm busy. I'm so tired and hungry right now, and the main purpose for updating my blog is to show support to FTISLAND'S NEW ALBUM! Oh yeah, the song so nice and the music video is so touching. Bye~

Nella Fantasia

2012-01-29T17:26:00.000+08:00

In my imagination I see a fair world,
Everyone lives in peace and in honesty there.
I dream of souls that are always free,
Like the clouds that fly,
Full of humanity in the depths of the soul.

In my imagination I see a bright world,
Even the night is less dark there.
I dream of souls that are always free,
Like clouds that fly.

In my imagination there exists a warm wind,
That breathes on the cities, like a friend.
I dream of souls that are always free,
Like clouds that fly,
Full of humanity in the depths of the soul.

I'll find some peace tonight.

2012-01-28T23:53:00.006+08:00

The first month of 2012 is coming to an end and i'm very very tired. I've no idea why i'm feeling this way but i'm so tired and dreadful. Spent my last week in school feeling so freaking sleepy and barely even awaked for class. Seriously something has to be done before it gets out of hand. Hmm, well am i thinking too much because the reason for this is obviously, not enough sleep. LOL. So yeah, i'm being retarded again but really, i'm feeling that way. :( Sorry if this post irritates the fuck outta you, hehe and yeah another long week ahead for me to encounter. If i could reach up and hold a star for everytime you’ve made me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my hand.

It is not length of life, but depth of life.

2012-01-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

Barely had enough fun, barely had enough sleep, barely even touched my work and dang, 4 days of holiday just gone like that! Back to school today with lots of things to carry on, my bag, shoebag and dnt file. Seriously pissed me off early in the morning when you need to carry so many stuffs to walk to school. Haha, today was quite a slacky day and fuck, as usual, forever running during PE. And after school, went for the 1st match of the tournament, well we won 5-2 but lots to improve on! So yeah, what a happening day today, just so lazy to elaborate on it. What more can i ask for when i have you?

I didn't change, i just grew up.

2012-01-24T01:43:00.001+08:00

Like what i always said, time always passed by even before you know it. 2012 has pretty much been the same thing, it's the first day of CNY already! Soon, my N's will be coming. So yeah, i should stop wasting away precious time. Hahaa. And also blah, i wore purple today. I find it kinda gay but eventually i thought it was kinda cool. LOL, #justsaying. Hahaha. So that should be that, goodbye~

Just keep on dreaming.

2012-01-23T03:28:00.000+08:00

So it was chinese new year eve a few hours ago. Had a great reunion dinner with my relatives although they love to gossip about me. LOL. So how did you guys celebrate your cny eve? Great? Just a short and quick update today and i'll be going off to sleep!! Gotta wake up early for visitings later, seems like $$ will be flowing in again. Haha, nights. :D

Time has brought your heart to me.

2012-01-22T02:51:00.002+08:00

Had a great time out with my clique, went to Bugis for steamboat to celebrate our not-quite-the-cny-eve reunion dinner. Haha, paid $22 for it and well, pretty much worth it if you can eat ALOT. So aftermath went to walked around at Bugis and dang, took mrt to jurong east before cabbing home with Zoe. So yeah, today was the first day i wore contact lens out. Suitable? Hmm. I love her, alot. And sorry for posting such shit, i'm rushing off to bed! Bye~

I walked on without failing myself because, I believe.

2012-01-14T12:16:00.002+08:00

Officially the second week of school is over, pretty much getting used to waking up early every morning to attend school although every single day i've barely enough sleep. I really should cut down on the time spent on using the computer and actually really go and study! I tell you, every single day i go to school, N's are right inside my mind. It's one heck of a stress especially when you know that if you do badly, you're pretty much screwed. Oh, and my hair got caught again and i've finally convinced myself to cut it so yeah goodbye my fringe. I believed in what i felt and i love you.

I'm glad that you came.

2012-01-10T22:01:00.001+08:00

So it has been a week since school started, i'm having mixed feelings towards it. I'm so motivated to do well for N's and i've been doing my work but everyday going school, getting caught for attire seriously sucks. Why wouldn't the teachers just leave me alone? :( Sigh, nevermind maybe it's my fault, LOL it is. Sigh.

Life is much shorter than I imagined it to be.

2012-01-07T17:30:00.000+08:00

Well, the starting of this year wasn't as cool as i expected it to be. For some reasons, i seems to not have enough sleep no matter how long i spent sleeping. Yeah, i'm so tire out. I really need to have a free weekend for me to sleep all day long! Hahaha, let's hope next week my wish will come true. LOL.

I'm very sad for the fact that i've to bid farewell to my fringe. The feeling is like seeing your close ones leave you, literally. I really couldnt bear to. I hate it and i feel like crying. But no one actually cared about my feelings, regardless if i like it or not, i still have to cut it by hook or by crook. I hate it. :( LOL, it's just a frigging fringe.

I wonder how, i wonder why. I wonder where they are.

2012-01-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

Everything are fuckup right now. School is one heck of a place to go now. Seriously hate going there eventhough i have to. N' levels are like in sight already, i got to focus and hopefully able to do well. LOL, speaking of this, i kinda fucking stuck on whether to go for Sec 5, Higher Nitec or maybe better still, direct poly? Yeah, direct poly is way too hardcore so gotta be realistic and maybe the Sec5 and Higher Nitec would be a better choice but WHICH? :( Argh, well i hate everything right now except i love her. Issit? Haha, i think so.

Saranghaeyo, ajuma.

2012-01-04T00:50:00.002+08:00

So talking about first day of school really pisses me off. First of all, i only managed to get 2 hours of sleep and you know the fuckup feeling you got when you woke up and you can't continue to sleep? Yeah, so i was like half-awaked for the day, shaggy as always. The day got worse when i thought i did managed to escaped from the attire check but hehaho, i'm not as lucky as i thought i were so fuck yah? My hair got caught, but dang who cares, i won't cut and i'm just gonna comb like a retro 80's hair. Okay kidding. Hahaha. Looking forward to embark on a journey with my new teachers althought i'm like kinda scared to go school now-.- Later hair check fail again. So, yeah lah, like that lor, the cutie so cute.

I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight.

2012-01-01T19:20:00.001+08:00

Hey people, it's 2012 yeah. Wow, just what more can i say? 2011 just literally gone like that, with a blink of an eye, it's a brand new year already. So normally what do people first post when it's the new year? Hmm, new year resolutions? Yeah, it is. Haha, i know it's such a secondary school thing but hey, I AM a secondary school student~ Blah, so here are my resolutions,
- I gotta start to concentrate more on studies rather than doing shits.
- Duh, i gotta promote to sec5.
- I want to be pimple-free. LOL, seriously?
- I wanna grow taller and look better. (Okay, random crap.)
So these are just a few i can think of right now. LOL, am i crapping? Perhaps. Hahaha,sorry. So Happy New Year to you guys! May 2012 be a better year for you and stay happy people! Don't worry be happy~

Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.

2011-12-28T01:50:00.003+08:00

So i really did managed to wake up on time for training. I was so glad about it like seriously. And after all those sessions that i've missed for the past weeks, i can feel that my touches and crosses are all gone. Ohmyfuck, really need to train more to get those back! Haha, recently i found myself eating all day long, just take for example, today i ate fastfood for my breakfast, lunch and dinner. At this rate, i'll soon become the next Shindong, haha kidding, he is way more popular and talented than me. So see ya guy for the next post. Pretty redundant post. Peace out.

Live for today because yesterday are over and tomorrow may never come.

2011-12-27T02:32:00.002+08:00

It's 2.30am and fyi i've got football training tmr. Argh, i really got to get back on track on what time i should sleep before school starts. I am all screwed up, everything. Because of all those late nights, my face getting shaggier and i've barely enough rest. For now, i just hope that i could wake up for tmr and attend the final training of 2011. Oh before i go, i just wanna say a huge thankyou to PL-CLM staffs, seeing you guys being so close and harmony actually made me smiled a little. I can never feel this at Jpt. So really glad that i spent my christmas there. I used up my christmas wish for you guys to have a awesome future and goodluck in whatever you guys are doing. Christina, Changhuey, Grace, Alice, Enen. Haha, is Kelvin included? Keke.

Never give up on something that you can't go a day without thinking about.

2011-12-26T17:28:00.000+08:00

She is back, Joey Lim Kai Ying. Haha, She has been pestering my to blog about her so here i am to fulfill her christmas wish. Hmm, maybe not, boxing day wish! So it has been ages since i last saw her, i wonder how she looks like now. She was my bestfriend during primarysch days, i remember taking care of her when she's sick, accompany her to do stupid stuff, making her laugh like a mad woman and she will accompany me to level3. :X Haha, time flies, it has been 3 years or so since i last met her. Haha, maybe 4 years by the time you read this. Hope she is leading a good life right now and let's meet up with the rest of 6A 08'! Oh yah, i remember the Mdm Tan's deathnote case! Hahahaha. :)

Break those chains that binds me.

2011-12-25T01:13:00.005+08:00

Merry Christmas Peeps!

Did you manage to celebrate a white christmas, if you do haha grats~ I'll be celebrating christmas alone, at home. Pathetic life i'm leading. :( Nevertheless, May your Christmas sparkle with moments of love and laughter . And may the year ahead be full of happiness and joy. Have a Merry Christmas~ :D

Btw, I missed Joey Lim Kai Ying. She is retarded. Hahaha, shall meet up soon! :P I shall post about her in my next post~

Happiness is not a destination. It is a method of life.

2011-12-24T01:48:00.000+08:00

You know when i starts to post, it literally means that i've just wasted my time typing out those words and you've wasted your time reading it, at least till this sentence. Aiya, continue to read okay? :) So, what should i post about? Hmm.. I was thinking about it and Grace gave me a great idea, to post about her. Haha, so i'm gonnna start..... starting already ahh! So i met her on my 3rd day of work at Pepperlunch, my first impression of her was short and sort of weird. I've no idea why i think this way but yeah. So time goes by, i knew more about her. She is a great girl, she is kind, caring and cheerful? Haha, but she loves to complain how pathetic her life is, and she always thinks that she ain't pretty. LOL, cute ah. We've since became closer friends, and hopefully we wouldnt be drifted when school starts~ Blah/ i just crapped all the way, please forgive me people. :(

I cannot cry, Because i know thats weakness in your eyes.

2011-12-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

Oh why you look so sad
The tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too

So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m alot like you

I’ll stand by you

There's a calm surrender to the rush of day.

2011-12-19T04:03:00.001+08:00

Ha, apparently it's 4am in the morning. Going straight to sleep after doing this post. So my life is pretty much fuck up right now. My body clock system went hay-wire again. Damn, it's like 2 more weeks before school starts and it's not really time for it to happen. But afterall, who cares? Hmm, just enjoy before kick-starting a tedious year ahead. Hopefully so. So i've alot of plans for the remaining days of 2011. First of all, i've to freaking return the oversized pepper-tasted pepperlunch uniform back to the restaurant or else i can jolly well bid farewell to my omgomgomg $50. So blah// Nothing much more to say so i guess thats it? Hmm, don't miss me people. Stay tuned for next~

If you run, make sure you're running towards something. Never away.

2011-12-15T16:59:00.001+08:00

Almost a week slacking at home, finally have a taste of what holidays are like. Hmm, not that exaggerate but yeah kinda for this year. Sleeping 5 in the morning and waking up early in the mor.. er i mean afternoon at 4 is the best feeling ever. So after rotting at home for so freaking long, i've the sudden urge to go out all day long!! I wanna go out just to walk around feeling the festive season and also have a football match or two with Dhinesh and co. Barely 3 weeks left before the school holidays ends.

In another life, i would make you stay.

2011-12-12T03:27:00.003+08:00

Spent my last day working in pepperlunch at Liang Court. It's like less than a day and i've already began to miss it. Just how contradicting can i get? I was ranting nonstop and complaining like nobody's business when i was still in it and now when i finally quit, i miss it. Hmm, i think it's just that i'm already used to waking up early in the morning, changing into pepperlunch uniform and set off to different areas of singapore and work. It's like part of me already, it's in my blood. Although it was really tiring but i've got to admit that it was fun. I really want to thanks all of my awesome colleagues! I shall name out some, Kelvin, Ahyii, Randy, Joey, Peisi, Yingying, Jeslin(?), Auntie Jenny, Ida, Christina, Grace, Alice, Sukyun, Gracie etcetcetcetc. HAHA, and maybe the drug dealer FRANCIS, lol.

I feel so small because i can't give you anything.

2011-12-10T01:07:00.001+08:00

It was a right decision to leave, leave when i'm still happy with the memories i had there. Everything are so unexpected that the very next minute might just destroy everything. Leave while you're still at the top. I don't want anything to crop up and tarnish everything. It was a sudden and quick goodbye but still its coming, sooner or later.

The sudden moment of sadness hurt you even more.

2011-12-08T02:25:00.001+08:00

Everything will be ending soon. Just bear for the next few days. Remember to be happy and smile. I'm not the one you need and deserve. I'm simply just a jerk. I'm sorry that i couldnt do anything to help the situation and get you out of this misery and instead making it worse. Sorry for everything, the pain i inflict on you. And yet again, all i want to let you know is that i do care for you and i'm sorry. Goodbye.

Don't forget me, i begged, i remember you said.

2011-12-06T01:10:00.001+08:00

So most probably this week would be my last at pepper lunch. Really gain lots of experiences, memories and of course friends there. Somehow or rather i do miss them, especially those in jpt since it has been a long long time since i worked there. What a fruitful thing i did, never regret joining this workforce eventhough it's god god damn tiring. Goodbye my friends, hopefully somedays we'll meet again, in one way or another. :) Never thought i will say this but, PEPPER LUNCH jpt, clm, lt1, liangcourt FTW! Nah, i love mac more~ Hahaha. :>

Remember those walls i built, well baby they're tumbling down.

2011-12-01T17:25:00.000+08:00

It's a new month, it's December. This means that holidays are left with a month to go and i've officially worked for 1 month already! Also, December means Christmas is coming~ LOL. Time don't fly, i think they took a high-speed rocket or something like that. Its like 4 weeks more to 2012, so damn pretty fast. Btw, i got my salary already! :> Hehe, another crappy post, nvm one right? Just anyhow typed only~

Someone like you.

2011-11-29T02:52:00.005+08:00

I miss all my friends.

Darren Lye, Darren Ang, Jiaxiang, Dhinesh, Mathan, Yongle, Liangjun, Yilong, Farhan, Haressh. Everyone.

Bound by wild desire.

2011-11-25T02:06:00.012+08:00

Life is pretty fuck up, i'm so freaking tired that every single day i have the urge to quit pepper lunch. It's not as if like the job is pretty good and the salary is attractive. It's just another typical part-time job that you can possibly find anywhere. Well well, don't mistook my words, i'm not complaining that the job is tough, though it is or the salary is low but i'm just so sick and tired of it. What should i do or perhaps what can i do? I have no freaking idea and not even have a single clue about it. So that should be that, i'm still ranting and not really updating my life. Bear with it, LOL.

We always have a choice.

2011-11-23T13:41:00.001+08:00

Woke up as early as 8.30am today just to go back to school for star paper. 8am is like so freaking early for me especially it's my off day! So the star paper is one hell of a paper. It's like so many times harder than the actual exam itself. Tried to do but yeah i know, i'm so gonna flunk it like a piece of shit. And dang, off day tmr too! Hehehe, 7 more days to payday~ (:

There are things that i've lost and can never get it back.

2011-11-22T02:21:00.000+08:00

Saying that i'm tired is an understatement, yeah i know i've been ranting nonstop on how da fuck tired i am and i know that you guys dont really give a shit. So i've been working hard everyday, and i was suppose to transfer to lot1 next week but in the end decided to turn my decision around so gonna stay put at JPT. Felt so guilty cuz i've already promised Ahyi already.:( What worse is he sent me a text saying, "Erm., u tell wai san that u don't want to transfer to lot one huh?" wah, i see le so guilty then i say idw cuz of transport problem then he reply okay, nvm then, walao make me guiltyx9898398138. Okay so, like that lor, LOL. Stay tune for my next post leh, i got only this pathetic amount of reader so you guys cannot leave, must visit frequently! :) Bye~ Heeha.

The perfect nightmare.

2011-11-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

Just came back from work, it's damn excruciating tired for god damn sake. LOL, okay trying to act a cheem only. #epicfail But truly, it's really very very tiring to work at pepperlunch especially peak hour where you'll have to freaking stand for 4hrs and do your things without even stopping. I'm getting more and more sick of it but da money is da motivation~ LOL. Hopefully, at the end of the month, the amount as high as the mountain. :$ Okay, retarded much.

Hehaho, i'll try to update as much as i can if time allows me to. Goodbye~ :)

In another life, i'll be the one.

2011-11-17T03:02:00.001+08:00

Time flies, it's 17th already, so what does it means? Another half more month to go before the payslip arrive. I'm like a journeyman at PL, from JPT to CLM then Lot1, really need to start and reject them before it gets out of hands and take me for granted. Woohoo, i'm loving my life right now except the fact that i'm really, really very tired. My body is like going hay-wire already and it needs some real fixing to it. Fatigue, lethargic, breakdown, damn i used up all the words i could think off already but i just couldn't describe the feeling. It's more than tired but yet i'm really, really tired. Contradicting, hmm.

You and I.

2011-11-15T03:20:00.000+08:00

Omg, im sucha nocturnal that after 98378748hours of work, i still sleep late everynight! Kinda stupid and this cause my dark circles to worsen. Damn shag one, someone please teach me how to cure it.:( Please~ If you're reading this, pls tell me how to.. Pathetic much, cuz i wanna wear contact lens but if this shaggy dark circles don't go away then i will become a living panda walking around. LOL. Okay, so i'm suppose to go school today for Star paper but guess what!? I'm so cool and pro that i remember the time wrongly and i set wrong alarm timing. Fuck epic, i woke up get ready wanna change to uniform then i see the paper wrong timing._. so went back to sleep in the end and went to work in the afternoon. I'm feeling pretty good right now so yah, finally posting bout' my life though its still the same old routine. Aiya, STILL GOT UPDATE RIGHT! LOL~

Still have star paper tmr, wonder if i can wake up.. :P Hahahaha, bye peppo! C:

I won't run. I won't fly. I will never make it by.

2011-11-14T02:22:00.001+08:00

Have been working so damn hard during holidays. Getting sick of it and even have the urge to quit. But thanks to all those friendly colleagues i have, i couldn't bear too. Hahaha, okay i'm done with. :X Aiya, maybe i should close down my blog or something, no inspiration to post anymore.

Hmm, it's 2:19am, gonna attend school for Star Paper ltr. Didn't study for it so yeah, goodluck~

I don't deserve your tears.

2011-11-12T02:10:00.002+08:00

We'll still be friends, no matter what. I'll still be the Melvin you know and you shall be the person i know. Let's just hope we can still be like in the past. :)

I would rather be the bad guy to make you feel better.

2011-11-11T02:47:00.002+08:00

I don't mean to do that, i'm really confused and messed up. I'm lost, i'm stuck in reverse. Perhaps, i'm just too stupid to even do that. So i think what happens has happened. I'm really sorry for what i've did. Hope you find your happiness soon again. I really don't mean it, i just want you to feel better in one way or another. To make you hate me if you want to say it that way since it's the only way. Goodbye my friend. :')

It's not over.

2011-11-10T01:52:00.000+08:00

I really regret what i just did. But really don't mean to hurt you or whatsoever. If you're reading this, remember it's not that you suck or what but i just can't. Really hope we will still be what we used to be. Feel real bad right now, everythings so fuckup. Argh.

Stay with me, i'm so lonely.

2011-11-08T02:08:00.003+08:00

It's 2:16am and i'm still wide awake using lappy. Mind you, i still have work on 11am tmr! Okay, nothing great nothing noble, i was #justsaying. Seriously can't wait for the payslip to come at the end of the month! Had been working so very hard for it. So how's life during holiday my dearest readers? Hmm, i doubt there are even any.. Okay can, emo attempt failed. Haha, i think i should like turn in now. Gonna update properly in times to come, till then byes~

Inside your heart and soul.

2011-11-04T02:28:00.001+08:00

So how's life my dearest readers? I'm currently leading a very busy life. Training and my job are driving me nuts, argh!! Actually, it's not that bad but still VERY busy. Working at pepperlunch so drop-by and visit me if you've the time oh! Hmm, let's talk more about my job? So, was kinda satisfied with it. Met lots of friendly people there but sadly i gotta leave after 2 months. Hey baby, can't wait for the salary slip to come! Wooh~ Okay lah, i lazy type already, shall do it again next time! Stay tune~

I've warred with myself.

2011-11-01T13:05:00.000+08:00

Hi people, i'm so lazy to post. Hahaha, Bye~ :D

Tell me where you wanna go.

2011-10-29T10:40:00.001+08:00

Halloween is coming and gonna celebrate it with friends tonight~ Yeah, it's not any special or important occasion but at least it's one of the reason why we can go out and celebrate, ya know. So holidays has begun and i think i'll have the busiest holiday yet in my entire life. Cca, Star programme, job and studies. How about that for a holiday? Pretty sucks right? Argh, no choice, have to persevere. Just a short update so TREAT OR TRICK?! Hahaha, bye! :D

The sharp knife of a short life.

2011-10-26T11:30:00.001+08:00

Updating this lil' blog of mine, sharing the lil' things i witnessed this few days. Bear with it yeah, argh actually i wonder if there is any readers but who cares, i just wanna throw my feelings here. So it has been a long week and some more coming along. Oh yah, i got back my results and yeah, it wasn't pretty and attractive but i still manage to improve my previous ones and promoted to sec4, nothing great but it's a step forward for me to do even better. Had netball inter-class on Monday, didn't took part as i was the referee's assistant, okay i did played in the end but because my class have shortage of player so yeah. After that went to Leon's house to catch Laddaland with friends. Great day and homed with Dhinesh. How about Tuesday? Hmm, went to Labrador for High rope element challenge. It was fun and memorable and till now, i still missed the flying fox. Ha, #justsaying. More than half of the class went mia so in the end we've much more time to play. Once in a lifetime experience, i had fun. So today is the da day for me to rest and slack at home. Oh gosh, excited for the upcoming Halloween event with 2n2 10' friends on Saturday.

Holding on to a love that seems so far.

2011-10-16T12:43:00.001+08:00

Exams are over for like 3 days already, really felt the freedoms are back. Went straight out with my clique after exams. Went to causeway point for seoul garden and then watched Real Steel. It's very cool and interesting. How about human controlling a robot? Haha, i recommend it! LOL! Damn, i feel that my sentence constructing is going haywire again. Tomorrow is the day i get killed by my parents, results revealing time~ Arghh. So shall stop updating already, till then bye~

Follow me around just like a shadow.

2011-10-11T23:54:00.000+08:00

2 more days before exam ends. Having mixed feelings to it, i wonder if i should be happy that exams has ended or sad and worried for the results. I really want to promote to sec4 no matter what. So btw, just came back from nightstudy, studied with Jiaquan for D&T and yeah his a great guy, i wonder why people hates him, like seriously.

How i wonder what you are.

2011-10-09T13:21:00.000+08:00

Exams has already begun, really trying very hard to stuff whatever i can into my pea-sized brain. Going to study with Dhinesh later. Hope it will be a fruitful one. So apart from exams, i'm trying to play counterstrike. Okay, as usual, i'm not the the type that can ever play any online games, so just play for the fun. LOL. Haha, just a quick updates about me so seeya guys.

Near, far, wherever you are.

2011-10-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

So what's up guys, just came back from night study. As usual, not really a fruitful one but still manage to get some notes or two. Time just gone by like this and soon it will be 2012 already. For me, sec 1 is just like yesterday thing. Damn, got to wake up my ideas and do something constructive. Chinese paper tmr, hope i can do it well! Random post, blah. So stay tune for next, i shall see you when i see you.

You cannot erase the past, you must let it go.

2011-10-01T10:36:00.000+08:00

It's yet another boring Saturday, so how you guys are doing? For me, it's as sucky as it could be. Finished English paper yesterday and i've got the huge feeling that i'll flunk it. Pretty scary but all i can do now is pray. Sigh.

It's the first of October and let's hope it'll be way better than September.

Fly beyond your limits.

2011-09-25T10:30:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE GOH SIQI!

Yoyoyoyo mint, it has been 4 months since we became good friends. 4 months down the road, you've finally turned 14. Hopefully you will become a better person, a better friend.:P Stay strong for the rest of your life and stop emoing! Hahaha, i've got nothing to more to say already.:$ Once again, Happy Birthday!:)

Going off to study soon. Please let me study.

Everyday seems like a dream.

2011-09-24T09:28:00.000+08:00

If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were. Perhaps, i'm just thinking too much, it happened so long ago and i bet you've already forgot all about it. It's over, yeah it is.

Wake me up when September ends.

2011-09-22T22:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm. I have nothing much to update but just feel like posting some shit hence i'm here. It's Jasmine's birthday on Sunday and i think El_JayAxe and melvinmakXP will buy something for Jassywissyx. But what to buy? LOL, i'm like so fucking broke. So many things to buy yet so little money to use. It's the same logic as so many thing to do yet so little time to use so yeah, understand? Yay, i manage to drag this post longer! Yay, cheers. :)

I won't fall, even if you said i was wrong.

2011-09-20T21:37:00.002+08:00

What a bloody day today. Jiaxiang knock his head and blood flow like a free. Check out his injury updates at my fb wall. So how's life people? I can't wait for eoy to end eventhough i don't even want to start so early. Contradict much? Yeah. So how about you people? It's time to study! I want go poly, okay can. LOL. Byes and let's hope the next post will be as soon as possible! :D

I'll be by your side, forever.

2011-09-18T12:55:00.000+08:00

I don't need you to be by my side as long as i can be by your side. I don't need to be happy as long as you're happy. I don't mind being sad as long as your mind is ain't sad. I might not be perfect but to me, you're more than a perfect person.

I don't know what i'm typing. :(

You can count on me like 1,2,3.

2011-09-17T10:20:00.000+08:00

It has been a long week and we can expect another one ahead. Time really flies like omg, it's fast and really intimidating. Another week gone means another week closer to exams. I'm really trying to study hard now and i wouldn't want to retain or something so hmm, it's time to study! Hey i'm kinda stuck on what to post, so let's just forget it~ Stay tune for next and peace~

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.

2011-09-14T21:05:00.001+08:00

Life pretty sucks, school's bored and exams are near. I really need to wake up from my fantasy world and start working. Eoy please be easy on me and i'll be looking forward for a long break before secondary 4 life starts. So why the fuck am i talking about stuff that is so freaking long away? Hmm, life's short, time flies. LOL!! Hahaha, stay tuned for next. Byes.

Allow me to keep the last little privilege.

2011-09-06T14:37:00.000+08:00

Hi people, just came back from training. It has been ages since i last trained seriously. Had a great time there thanks to my soccer-mates. (: Life pretty much sucks when my life is revolving around the same daily routine. I think i should start doing my homework or else i will be so reluctant too when it reaches the weekends. Haha, ignore my crap, so seeya guys. Have a great day ahead. :D

I'll just keep on dreaming.

2011-09-04T12:56:00.000+08:00

When you fall down, you got to pick yourself up and keep on going because sometimes there isn't going to be a person there to do it for you.

I'll be the light to guide you.

2011-09-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

September holidays are here, 2011 has been going very fast. In about 4 weeks time, i will be in class taking my eoy. Thinking of that scares the fuck out of me. LOL

Yesterday went to mac with Jiaxiang, Dhinesh and Mathan for lunch. Laughed through the entire meal. After that went to Jx house, slacked and bus-ed home with Dhinesh.

Pretty redundant post, so yeah bye~

The stage is mine, the time of my life.

2011-09-02T11:18:00.001+08:00

Celebrated Teacher's Day yesterday, it was a fun one. Met Amsyar, Dhinesh and Jiaxiang in the morning then walked to school getting ready for aces day. Aces day like a nervous, danced YMCA and Boom Boom Pow. LOL, and i epic fail, fall from the table. Hmm. Aftermath, went to hall for final practice.

After that went back to class for party! Hahaha, it was fun. Watch some performance and even danced too. And i think i can lip-sync like a pro. Cheh, kidding. :$

So finally, the performance for teachers day! Honestly speaking, we wasn't that great. Messy, all around the place. But nevermind, tried our best. Hehe, so didn't went back to Rulang cuz i forgot.

End of with our photo bye!

Performance Link: http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1974276761789&comments

In you heart, i can tell you can fit one more.

2011-08-28T11:38:00.000+08:00

No don't, don't let me go.

Because a girl like you is impossible to find.

2011-08-14T13:25:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a fun and tiring day. Did duty for the National Day Carnival at TJCC. Glad that our stall was highly-demanded and popular, we even had to reject people because we ran out of prizes. Really appreciate and love my football teammates. Hehaho.

And for some sort of reasons, my sentence structure seems weird. ._.

Where you can start to make it better.

2011-08-12T19:45:00.000+08:00

Awkward is the word to summarize my whole week. Seems like a retard is controlling my body. Duty tmr at tjcc(?). Omg, it will be fun? Hopefully._. tsk. I'm lazy to continue. Hehaho.

My eyes, eyes only look at you girl.

2011-08-09T14:33:00.002+08:00

Oh! My Goddess.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! 46TH NOW AND KEEP ON GOING!

I may have failed, but i have loved you from the start.

2011-08-07T14:39:00.001+08:00

Practicing hard for the dance item during teachers day. Audition will be on this Friday(?) and i got huge confident we will be strike off or something. Sigh, never mind, let's see how it goes. Tsktsk.

Now i'm coming alive. Body and soul. Feeling my world starts to turn.

2011-08-02T19:09:00.000+08:00

I can't stand to fly.

I'm not that naive.

I'm just out to find, a better part of me.

I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane.

I'm more than some pretty face beside a train.

It's not easy to be me.

This one's is for you and me, living out our dream.

2011-07-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

I am staring into blank not knowing what to post then suddenly i though i might want to post about my plans. Hehehe, holyshit what a footballish week i had! Later Chelsea vs Kitchee then tmr will be S'pore vs M'sia! Cool. LOL, and i'm getting myself some new football cleats. :D And also, Captain America on Fri with co.

How do feel when somebody so close to you suddenly become just a little further than a stranger? LOL, i don't know. Hmm.

Barely even friends, then somebody bends.

2011-07-23T12:48:00.000+08:00

Both a little scared, neither one prepared.

Beauty and the Beast.

Soccer everyday for the past 2weeks. Fun but tired. Cramps everywhere now. And also, i hope i'm coping my schoolwork well, i hope. Haha, this post is not relevant, post for the sake of it. Please stay tuned.

Staring out into the night.

2011-07-12T17:36:00.000+08:00

Lesson seems like forever. Those extra 5 mins of lesson is tough enough to fucking torture you till death. Math, fuck math.

Life is pretty bored nowadays. Same routine again and again. Wake up -> Brush teeth, bath etc -> Change -> Go school(always nearly late) -> Lessons -> Lesson end -> Eat -> Play & Slack -> Home. Lifeless life. Fuck. Okay lah, stupid post. Bye.

So goodbye, don't cry and smile.

2011-07-09T12:52:00.000+08:00

We're smiling but we're close to tears, even after all these years.

We just now got the feeling that we're meeting,

For the first time.

I want to be taller, i want to be fatter, i want to be smarter, i want to be better. Please let me become taller, please. Kay, back on track, so how's life my friends? I starting to love school, you know? I'm trying my hardest to pay attention in class. And, i want to be emcee for Teacher's day but provided Dhinesh also want. :$ Yay, no lah, kidding only.

Saying things, we haven't for awhile.

2011-07-06T19:26:00.001+08:00

Waking up every morning thinking, "Oh man, school again.". Going home everyday after school thinking, "Damn, school tomorrow.". Going to sleep on late Sunday thinking, "Fuck the Monday blues, school sucks.". Just how much suckier can it get?

I swear school is not as fun as before anymore. It's difficult to be actually. Dang, i love my cca. LOL!

I'm still alive but i'm barely breathing.

2011-07-04T12:01:00.000+08:00

Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even.

First week of school for the new term, never felt this tired before. And what worse it that i'll still have another fatigue week to look forward to. Remedial are coming soon too.

The first day we met, i was awkward and young.

2011-06-27T17:19:00.002+08:00

When you try you best but you don't succeed.

When you get what you want but not what you need

When you feel so tired but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

School started. New timetable sucks. New school rules sucks. What's with the 40mins reading period and those odd, even weeks thingy. Life is simple yet Menon wants to make it complicated. Sigh.

To let myself let go.

2011-06-24T14:16:00.001+08:00

Life is bored. Life is tired. Life is full of crap. But there is nothing we can do but to face it. Fml is a very disgusting word to use and i never use it even once before. :$

Had been sleeping very late for the past few days. Whatsapping everybody especially retard Jasmine, who can't stop emo for at least 1 day. Hey jazz, remember to be happy and remember 开心就好! LOL. And i recently fall in love with training. Oh yeah baby, it's so fun. Eventhough i will feel fuckup unwell cause i only slept for 2 hours + i never had any breakfast. But nonetheless it's still fun.

Say goodbye to the world you thought you lived in.

2011-06-21T13:07:00.000+08:00

Had training today, fun and tiring. It was fun due to the fact that i manage to clip the bar. It was tiring cuz the weather was damn bloody hot as the water you take it takes like less than 5 mins before it wears off. Omg, i can't believe i am talking like a retard now._. Aiya, i don't post already, my head now very pain can't think of anything.

I don't want to believe it's over.

2011-06-18T14:45:00.001+08:00

Damn, twitter ain't loading. Maybe it's telling me to start doing homework now. Sigh.

Pull me up, i can't swim on my own.

2011-06-14T13:03:00.000+08:00

I am craving for fried rice, i am craving for mac, i am craving for cakes, i am craving for chicken chop, i am craving for you. I am a very greedy person so whatever you give me i'll just take. Wahahah. LOL.

Okay, let's get back on track. So how's life people? Is life so suck that everyone just had to sulk all day long? I don't see a need to be sad everyday cause no matter how sad you are, at the end of the day it'll still be what it is. So rather then being sad why don't just stop for a minute and smile?(: A smile is as simple as that~

Pointless and meaningless(ful) post. Bye~~

I'll be by your side, you know i'll take your hand.

2011-06-09T02:39:00.003+08:00

2.32am and i'm here trying to update my blog. Don't blame me for staying up late cause recently my house internet connection is trying to test my patience, especially during night when i use it the most. Haish, nevermind, hope it will get back to normal ASAP! And yeah, i am rotting at home all day long waiting for things to happen. Boredom seriously kills. All i need now is some activities in school for me to attend to!! CCA where are you!?

Oh, and i found out that i am so addicted to mushroom sauce chicken chop! The chicken is so tender, the sauce is so heavenly taste and the fries are golden brown, LOL okay it's yellow._. And what now? Hmmm, and fyi i am digging out my brain trying to figure out what to update but to no avail. LOL!

Byes~

In any other world.

2011-06-07T16:54:00.005+08:00

One of the hardest things in life is watching the person you love, love someone else.

Feeling the moment slips away.

2011-05-14T14:28:00.001+08:00

Sucha fun futsal field.

Hey people, midyear is finally over and i guess everyone now is slacking like a wtf, right? lol. Went to jurong futsal complex ytd. Played with some hardcore indian rammer._. but it was fun though. Team-ed with Haressh, Dhinesh and Mathan. Ytd for the first time in my life, i felt so chinese. I'm like the only yellow guy running around. Exciting much? Tsktsk. Maybe going back there with jiaxiang.co. Okay lah, seriously sucks, im so hungry now. Shall go eat now. Byes. haha

But you're the only one.

2011-05-09T02:55:00.000+08:00

True genius does not meet expectations, true genius shatters it.

As you can see from the picture, i feel that i have the potential to become a great successful photographer in the future.:$ It's so beautiful. Like the cliche sayings, Pictures speaks a thousand words. Yeah, the picture depicts the peacefulness, the tradition of Chinese Garden. lol, i am crapping. Ignore. Don't fret, sooner or later i believe, i will finally make a proper post. tsktsk.(:

Time to say goodbye.

2011-05-05T15:28:00.004+08:00

We will be what we wanna be.

                                                                           MIDYEAR!
                                                                        MIDYEAR!
                                                                  MIDYEAR!
                                                                                :/

To tell me this is not the way.

2011-05-04T17:30:00.002+08:00

Oh let the rain keep falling down~

Healthcare, population growth, Sri Lanka, suicide bomber.. Ok, fuck this is what i am trying to memorize now. Damn, i was suppose to study with dhinesh, mathan and haressh but in the end, we started to prank call people plus mac. lol. We was like making a fool out of ourselves inside lor. Sigh, i just remembered i still got Geography to study. Oh my, i need to do well for midyear.:( *finger-crossed.*

Tryin' not to let you down.

2011-05-03T18:26:00.000+08:00

What did i do to get that feeling? Nothing.

So tired. Yeah, i am tired. Unfortunately, i do not know what i have did in the past few months to makes me feel this way. I have to start to focus. LOL, i know actions speak louder than words but fuck i really want to focus and study. Anw, english paper today. It was still average, most probably can pass. But the paper 2 was like shit. I don't even know if i did that paper seriously. Please pass, hopefully. LOL. Now what? What should i do next? Okay, time for some Social Studies. Goodbye my friend. :D

Waiting for my dream to turn into something.

2011-05-01T14:17:00.001+08:00

LOL, ain't that sweet?

What a bored Sunday afternoon, sigh. Here to finally update my so very dead blog. If you take a good look at my tagboard, (most probably you couldn't see it now cuz i removed it.) LOL, you can only see some stupid spams. E.g of it is like: Hi, nice blog, keep it up. LOL. Yeah, it's retarded.:$ Mye is coming, hahah actually it has already started.:X 1 down(Chi) many more to go._. Well, im too lazy to continue so byes. :X

The truth.

2011-02-19T11:23:00.000+08:00

I have to change my retarded personality.

Yo peeps, how's life? Aint it suck? LOL.

Life seriously suck for me. Failure in anything i do. LOL. Studies, Cca anything, everthing. Sigh, not going to update lah. fuck its so dead.

I will be running away high, so i wont come home low.

2011-02-14T00:34:00.000+08:00

Oops people my blog is dead and i will not update it for now. So it's kinda mia but its still running!! Its aint close!
BYES.

Only, only, you, you, you.

2011-01-30T21:45:00.002+08:00


Show's new mv.

Yo people. How's life? LOL. Why does the rain never seems to stop? It's like drizzle, drizzle, shower, heavy, drizzle, shower, shower, drizzle, heavy. LOL, retarded. And i seriously don't feel like going to sch tmr. I seriously have monday blues one. Eew, i hate the feeling of wanting to post yet you have nth to say.D: So thats it folks(Mr Kum notes, LOL!) Byes.

Very, very retarded stupid meaningless post.:D

So I’ll taste every moment, and live it out loud.

2011-01-28T18:17:00.000+08:00

I SHINee fan leh. LOL

I feel so retarded posting this picture. Hahah, aiya i don't care liao, i just like Shinee's songs. LOL. So because of my laziness, i shall not post anything and just briefly say what happen for this whole damn retarded tired week. Basically, i just act innocent in school and just study. LOL. I always feel like sleeping in school, why sia?! And hor, i decided to start studying right after cny. So god bless me that i will study.:D Byes people, oh yah my blog is dead.-.-

Looking for that magic rainbow.

2011-01-19T16:06:00.000+08:00

Sunset with rainbow.(Y)

Hi guys, how's life? Today's school life is bloody slack. Mass run in the morning, like suck only 7mins-.- Aiya, its okay since i also never run seriously.:X After that had Chemistry and Chinese. After recess had English for a never ending 4 period. It's like fucking long. 2 hours. Haha, and fyi our classroom wall is cracked and it will fall off any time soon. All thanks to us for banging it for no particular reasons. LOL. I think n1 classroom also.:X After that had circle time. Talked with Ms Leron. Omg, she damn good sia~ You can like tell her anything. So ya, thats all. I love my life. Byes~

Inspired, Aspired.

2011-01-15T14:39:00.000+08:00

Shutup everyone. I want to read in peace.

Everybody, i want to study. I want to pass my exam. Pass N's reach O's and study in poly. I shall go home everyday after school. No more fun. I shall do all my homework and study hard. I don't want to regret for not studying and fails exams. Time is indeed super precious. Time flies so fast that its already the 3rd week of school. So i feel really motivated to study after seeing so much changes to people i knew who were once so slacky. Maybe the school motto is true, efforts today, rewards tomorrow. Yeah, it sounds retarded. Seeya people. :D

Anti-social people sucks.

2011-01-14T19:20:00.001+08:00

No picture for this shit post, bear with it. Yesterday training was super slack except for the front part where it was so damn boring. Start off with 10 rounds around field. LOL, wtf damn bored sia. After that do so sort of circuit work though its not. Aiya, sort of lah. After that was like slack liao. Short and quick matches which is so slack. Mwahah, end out with a 2 a side match. Slack bodoh.

Fucking pissed off today. First haircheck fail then some shit happen in class which later got misunderstood.(LOL, i know you dont understand wtf am i trying to say. But to some, they should know it. LOL) So school went peacefully. Stayed back in sch for lunch then it was raining like a mofo so was waiting in sch for it to stop before heading home.

I am retarded, in a good way.

2011-01-12T19:08:00.000+08:00

Retardation.

Have you ever felt inspired after hearing some stories? I felt so inspired to study hard and get good grades for my exams. No more playing, no more slacking. I really need to buck up if i ever wants to take o level. I want poly, thats my aim. I am so gonna study at there. No ite pls, yeah i know it not bad either, but no, i love poly. Wow, i actually type this shit out. I know it's hard to believe i so committed, but all this words are truthfully from my cute heart. So i shall work hard from now on and reach the targets that i have set. Goodluck and byes.:D

I am very very.

2011-01-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

Sorry.

Iamveryveryverysorry. sosorry. byes.

I'm colourblind.

2011-01-09T12:15:00.001+08:00

According to this shit, its sunrise in space.

Yo people, how's life? My life is full with training. Although the first week, we only have 2 sessions, but
it seems like we have 20. Maybe we slacked too much in the past.:X Now, we have 2 coaches. One
from Jurongville(Hardcore) another is a s-league player(also hardcore). Future training will be hard. Bless
me, thank you. Wow, its the end of this retard post.

Life is short.

2011-01-05T19:47:00.002+08:00

Life is short, try the very best in everything you do.

It's the 2nd day of school! Wahahah, my posting feel meter now is very high so i shall post for my first 2 days experience in school(wearing long pants.). So how should i start?o.o
First day.
Walked to school. Feel damn retard cuz i was wearing the long pants and it was not taper. So faster walk then went to pingpong area meet the usual. OMG, we have new principal! And for some reason, i kinda prefer the previous one. Mr Chia and Mr Gomez where are you???! LOLOL! And my form teacher is Mr Tham and Co form is Ms Leron. Cool bo? Ms Leron leh~ :$ She damn kind sia, i like.
Second Day.
Yay, i found that i look chio in long pants. even if it's not taper. Wow, today nearly late for school but luckyboy96 me manage to reach in time. After that lessons, lessons and lessons. After school went to
slack and took bus home.
No Boundaries damn cool sia. From Kris Allen to Adam Lambert now Kara Dioguardi. I like, i like.
Well, another stupid post by me. So pls tag me. LOL! :D

So many voices trying to reach me.

2011-01-02T05:02:00.000+08:00

So cutie, cute cute. LOL.

Yoyoyo, it's me again. Wahaha, nowadays i got the posting feel so here to update this shag blog.
No readers one.:( But i just like to blog no matter if there are alot or sibei less readers. Ok, pretty random.:X
Went to my cousin's condo to celebrate new year. Yay, got buffet, ate curry chicken.(Y)
After the food, went to nex with my sis and her friends. LOL, i so extra.:$
LOL, you know arh, the shopping centre so damn big like can't walk finish one. LOL.
Aftermath, train-ed down to Jp for supper. As sibeisibei usual, had mac. Double Mcspicy and Sundae.
Mwahaha, so yummy. LOL. I think i am getting fatter during the holidays lor. But isn't holidays for us to eat?
For me, YES!! Wooh. Thats it ppl. Byes~ LOL stupid post.

It's 2011. Have a blast.

2011-01-01T05:31:00.000+08:00

OMG, my kicking montage.:D

Wahaha, it's 5.25 and i am still awake. Don't blame me cuz i just can't sleep.
Anyways, my picture nice hor? Like so professional.:$ Took it during class bbq.
Oh speaking of it, the bbq was fun yet bored. Some people just have no considerate.
Last min back up, failure to show up, leave while the food was cook. You know who you are. LOL
Played soccer and volleyball there and played the playground at night. So fun and i was talking lots of crap,
with Jiaxiang, Yongle and Darren Lye. So it's 2011, i guess you guys should have your new year resolutions?
Right?
This is mine. :$
- Good exam results.
- CCA become more successful.
- Pls make me grow taller and cuter and handsomer. LOL, retard. :D
Cool bo? Byes people, my first post in the new year! (:

PEACE.

2010-12-29T04:05:00.000+08:00

Peace Sign. V

Hi people, this shall be my last post for 2010 so stay tune for my next in the year 2011. :D
So this blog does continue, don't assume it's dead.(Y)
So with that, i shall go now. Mwahaha, it's a random post.:D

It's a new dawn, a new day, a new life.

2010-12-27T18:25:00.001+08:00

Time goes by, life changes. A whole new blog, a brand new experience. I have revamped the whole blog. It's like getting new stuffs for new year. So, i will continue to blog eventhough it is obvious that my readers has decrease dramatically over the years. But it will still go on. Get ready.